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... if your looking for the list its the journal before this
.,.. today is a finial and already I done .... wrong and do not feel soo smart
No this is not a page to gain sympathy
I am just writting what I feel in side.
Becuase right now I feel like.... maybe
That I am ... not as great as I have heard many others tell me
Many of you if not some of you know that I try very hard to not be rude mean or anything that falls in the catigory
But Just a few mins a go... i think I finially did something ... and I wish to take it back
Yet I find my self not able to .... and to be punished by it is more or less the best
... I am just having one of those days where all I guess will go bad no matter how hard I try to hide from it. I try to be good buit fail and be rude and dumb, and then I loose all.... of me or half I dunno.... all I wanna do right now is find the best way to say sorry.... with all my heart and soul crying crying crying