...I decided to write in here for a change =D
Lookie me. Looks like I can't keep my self in one place!
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Wow, that was pretty messed up. Made absolutely no sense. So hey, I decided 'why not talk about how I am today?'
The forums were off, and I decided not to make a completely new table in my site so I thought, hey why not here. So I did, and here I am...writing..at the moment...
So yeah. I really don't know what to say right now. Just that my grades are little on the rough side, but overall, if I work hard, I can get a 3.5. I'm really trying to aim a little higher, but it seems like this time, this year won't let me...So that's that with my grades.
My family's really smooth too. I'm planning to go somewhere with my dad to go just get some stuff for my mom for mother's day--which is on Sunday. Excellent. I could probably just nail her with the super surprising gift that she probably wouldn't expect, or forget. Ha, it'll look great. I'll need my camera in my other hand.
Umm...Schools pretty good too. You could say that. I play soccer on the field now--just go chill out and play some defense for the americans. I played for others today. The freaking *Racist word* wouldn't pass the ball. No wonder why they allways lose. Besides, we need a defender anyway. Everyone's so eager to just jump the ball and score.
Right. You'll score one day, guys.
Hahaha. Now we jump to the topic that most of you probably were waiting for. My deep friends related life. Well, I could see that many other people that I know irl are doing the same thing, so I thought, "Hey! Why the hell not?"
Now here I am, doing my first real life related post. It does make me feel a little weird, knowing that this was the first time that I've done this on gaia but...cut the crap! Let's just get to the point.
Hatta's been doing quite well. Actually, we've just finished creating stories for our characters. They turned out much better than I thought they would. We certailny did get personal with these characters, but they've touched my heart...
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How homosexual for me to say that. Since they both are teenagers.
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Yeah, so we've been understanding each other much more better as first year friends. Doing real good minding our own businesses. Heh. Sometimes, I just want to bust his nose for having so many secrets but foo me. I'm just not good enough xDD
I'ma just playing. You with your secrets are what makes you you! xDD
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That made no sense...OH well, let's go on. By the way--I'm just adding he's fine the way he is--making him Hatta xD
That made no sense either...
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Carrying on!
Mind and I have been doing just well too. We're getting along with each other. Me sometimes just telling him to shut up because he says things that I wish I knew xD. It's things like that that keeps me to continuously slap my cheek and face the wrong way since the things he say are just so @__@ Confusing. Ah, well. He's still getting good grades and completely destroying all of us with all his little games, movies, hidden features, and all that weird stuff that people like him only know. Ahhh...unreplacable person honestly.
Sanyu and I have been talking with each other and truly acting like friends. We've had small serious talks about some other things, but I decided for my and her sake that I don't really write all this down. She's really helped me out when I've felt pretty crappy at times and she really helped when it truly did happen. So far, we've had a pretty good friendly relationship, and I just think that I can tell her a lot of stuff that's on my mind. She's been really kind lately to everyone, and I sometimes just say that she'll be manipulated soon if she doesn't do anything about it, but hey! I'm pretty sure she's strong willed and she can take care of herself with whatever comes up. Including academics. JEEZ her grades are so high.
"Can I borrow some of your math points?"
*Laugh*
That was a real conversation xDD
Cheerios and I have been doing great. I'm really glad that I was a trustworthy enough of a person so that whenever we talk on aim, she could tell me some stuff and I could try and help her out. I've always thought of her as a really nice and kind--a person to rival with during english! xDD
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Bah I dunno
So yeah. We don't really talk much IRL, but I could say that we both easily have each other and able to talk to each other whatever comes up!
Nick and I are doing great at school. He's actually one of the great people that really are rare to see in this world. He's got like, the mind of a 40 year old, and the style of a 13 year old. He's really awesome in the ways he thinks, and I really do admire him. Hahaha. I just wish we had more in common. His taste in music and my taste in music is something we both treasure. Madonna love! xDD
We looked like two queers desperate to listen to good music...but then again...it was good music...
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Right...
Er..
Yeah, so Nick and I--we really have something to talk about with each other so that we can just keep each other occupied, wherever we are. He's a great person. It's a damn shame that he doesn't have a gaia though. I bet he doesn't know that there's a movie thread! xDD
Oh well. .__.
I'll tell him one day.
Satsuki and I...Honestly, we're not really friends anymore. I really don't know why, but I just feel different when I'm around her. Like not myself. I guess the things she said really hit me hard, but still. I try to shake it off. I'm being honest with everyone now, so this is pretty hard for me to say. We barely even talk to each other anymore, and, I doubt we know each other anymore as well. Hardy hardy har. I saw her journal that had me in it, and I certainly just felt like wow. She really doesn't know me. I remember being best friends with her, but after all the fights that SHE had started, I seriously doubted we were even close friends. Oh well, she'll learn on day too. I dunno. We really should talk about it...like on Ash Wednesday, I thought about forgiving her...since our pastor said to forgive our enemies, and then she just pushed the big red button with the writing, "pissed" all over it again and well, I couldn't find it in my heart to forgive her. Ah, Oh well. I guess we'll understand each other one day.
Or maybe that one day will never happen. I don't want to be the one with my tail between my legs going up to her and forgiving her. That's just me. I'm a coward when it comes to this, but in this situation, I doubt I'm the one doing the wrong things. I guess it's just me with this type of stuff, but I'm just going to go keep my chin up with these type of things and go on.
She's been having fights with Hatta as well...from what I saw a couple of days ago, he never had her on his friends in common...Wondered why. Guess that Hatta and I share the same fate. But that's a different story which would take up another five thousand more pages. I swear, this scroll bar on the right of this post looks about just 1 centimeter thick. I will, honestly praise anyone that read this entire thing. It's just like wow.
But then again, I just don't know.
Ahh...I should be going off now. I certainly had a lot of times on my hands to write things like these. It certainly got a lot off my shoulders. I'll try to do it more often...well...If I get comments, that is. I doubt it--with this huge a** skyscraper journal entry, but what the hell. Couldn't hurt to try right?
See ya guys.
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