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Been a while since I last wrote here, but looks like I needed it.

i'll never understand how to overcome the tragedy of my mom' death. It's already been a year, but it feels like it was just yesterday. the week before it happened she was walking around and smiling little by little because she felt she was going to get better, then a week later she passed. she was suffering really bad from cancer before it happened so i was happy because she had finally had peace but it seems my own feelings were just putting on a false face for myself since i was still crying deep on the inside. but now those feelings seemed to have made my sleep patterns worse than they are with my insomnia. people tell me i should visit her grave but its so far i can't afford to.