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T_T why ...oh why
I am justing having a bad night.... reading a lot of the pages back .... at the den
.... *sighs*.... now i just feel soooo depressed.... I know I should not be ... nd many other would say so but.... I ... am frighten of .... being left alone .... I would go to where everyone eles was to talk.... but a senario like this already happened and I am afraid of being a bother and annoyance...... * sniffles*...... and thats what U think of my self, .... nothing.... but an annoyance... who has done nothing right..... I wish I knew what to do now i really do........*sighs*.... I may have a bf... but its no fun having a bf if you do not have friends around you....so then I ask myself... am I ... the right person of the job to up hold the Lost Fox Den, cry crying I am soo depressed I can not stand it but I wish I knew what ta do I really do

and why is it when I cry about this... the tears feel like daggers cutting up my face.... this pain hurts tooo much






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Rikku Neko
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commentCommented on: Mon Dec 06, 2004 @ 06:47am
Kanami, as ive told you before, you are NOT an annoyance... sad
Cheer up, everyone in the den loves you so much 3nodding i know i do
So if you ever feel lonely just PM or IM me okay? ::hugs:: and im sure Azrac, Star, and Blue wouldnt mind talking to ya either 3nodding


commentCommented on: Mon Dec 06, 2004 @ 06:50am
You're never truly alone, Kanami. Even if we're quiet, your friends are still with you. And you're not an annoyance. Believe me, we'd let you know. wink Hmm.. I better stop now. My brain is getting fuzzy and I'm talking too much. *hugs* Hope you feel a little better at least.



Azrac
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Techpriest Enginseer
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commentCommented on: Mon Dec 06, 2004 @ 10:40am
Well, onre reason we have a tendency to dissappear is cause we have to go sleep cause of school lol. So do not blame yerself, blame teh school systems of the world. Trust me, if I did not have to go to school I would be on til dawn, cause im crazy like that.

As for during conversations, there is so many people at times some people get left out of the convos. It happens to all of us at least once. If it happens you have to spear-head into a convon and try to get involved. Nobody hates you or anything, it is just at times when you go idle on AIM, you tend to dissapper on Gaia as well. So people talk to others. If you need to talk you can always IM me like you always do, I am always here..exceptf for the times im not here... sweatdrop


commentCommented on: Mon Dec 06, 2004 @ 11:18am
I have to agree with everyone here. Kanami you know my dear sister that your not annoyance. you have helped me thru many things untop of that you have heard and met my rl faince and that is something a friend of mine refused to do....Eep *sighs* Sorry but i gotta this short got to go catch the bus for work I love yay kanami. You are the greatest.
~Love ya Sissy~
~Star~



Angelic~Demon~Star
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~Jin~Ryu~
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commentCommented on: Mon Dec 06, 2004 @ 08:33pm
Yea Kanami your are the greatest I would have stuff to say but everyone took what I was going to say already lol... blaugh but ya just so u know u have lots of friends no matter how far they are you'll always have friends and if it wasnt for u opening the den i would have never talked to such great people and I would have never met u ^^ .... i would have probly quit gaia if it wasnt for the people in the den so down get down get up! ^^ just think of all the people u made happy from opening the den! *Hugs* remember u rock! *Dances*


commentCommented on: Wed Dec 08, 2004 @ 02:30pm
Awwww Nami.
You know that if you ever need someone to talk to,
someone to be there, someone to share problems with,
i'm here.
I may not be online at that point, but if you send me a message,
you know i'll get back to you.
Wipe those tears girl.
You'll always have friends, your too nice a person not to.
3nodding



Lord Tiger
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