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Dear shadow:

Finaly i had stay blind aroud this darknes that soround me, and confotable as well, I had lost my heart in the process but i know that is for good things and for me to be better, and slowly that heart that was in my body pumping is finaly calm and steady his murder was a slow process and a very painfull one, i hope some times that it could be beter, know im burining it to do my best and to not be guided by my emotions and feelings i realy have to kill that pumping red thing that onece was my heart, the loneliness of my state know help me to do it better, earesing all that memories i onece had and the feelings i onece felt......As i had said before it was a slow process, and in the way of it i had lern so many things, kill others feelings and emotions and some heart as well.....but it was a painfull but beatyfull process know im ready to re-born and to keep building the coccun to be there in a new and more cruel world, with no magic and the disbelive in my people the faeries.......Im afraid im the last one thats why i have to kill my heart, the must important part of a faerie so i can evolute and can live in this new world, im afraid is the last thing i will said to you.......because im also loosing my voice and in the end i will be just a curpse as the rest of here.............Thanks for all and for listen since the beginig i had found you......

Always yours Alexiel........