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To the man i thought was you
My heart and soul went along to
the search for love from up above
started when i failed you
the bonding trust we used to share
of all those days i thought you cared
and when you smiled it wasnt real
the emotions i never wanted to feel
But all i ever wanted
was for you to trully love me
i didnt need to be haunted by that deadly memory
When i once called you by the name of dad
thinking you could scare away all things bad
i thought you could be my strong heroe
but its like you wanted to be my zeroe
because i still hurt a little bit inside
for each and everyday of my life
you fooled me into thinking i could be the best of all
when really i was no better than anyone in your family hall
oh how long i wait to say the words i truly feel
to say its ok dad
someday my heart will heal.