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heart Yes!! Next year I'm going to start high school!! I'm really excited to get the hell out of middle school... I'm going to a high school super close, so a lot of my friends will be going to it. I guess that's good, although I'm hoping to make a lot more new friends. Not saying I don't like my friends, 'cause I love them, I just want to get more of a.... variety....? The worst part is that my best friend will be going to a different high school. This is going to suck majorly. But, it's not only the fact that she's going to different one, but that it's a total kick-a** school!! Okay so I'm totally jealous.
Sue me. domokun
But, honestly, what can you expect? My best friend is going to a total dream school while I'm stuck going to a total boring normal school... I know that she really deserves to go and crap, but I can't help wishing she would stay with me. And if she reallyreally wanted to, I know she could. But she wants to start over with a fresh start. And I understand that-that's the exact thing I want, but I can't get it. So, for now we try to spend a lot of time together, and tell each other that almost nothing is going to change. We'll still be super close and things will be great.
stressed What bullshit.
We both know that things can never be the same, I mean, how could they be? But we can't help but tell ourselves that they won't...
So, I'll suck it up next year and have a good time. Just keep thinking high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school high school and things will seem better, brighter.
yeah.... right.... stare