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Fragile.
Self conscious.
Hurt.
Unable to love, maybe.
Not wanting to love, maybe.
Tired.
Self hate.
Self pity.
Hate.
Hate and alone.
Hate and alone and forgotten and refused and hated and beaten by strangers.
Alone.
Alone.
******** alone.
No one cares.
No one is there.
Not special.
Want to be someone else.
Can't love self.
Can't break out of this.
Hate self.
Hate self.
Alone.
So alone.
Can't wait to die.
Can't.
Can't.
Can't be what I want to be.
Limitations.
Hurt.
Pain.
Wish I was elsewhere.
Wish I was someone normal.
Hate.
Want to be good.
Can never be good.
Torment.
Darkness.
Dark.
Hurt.
Waste of life and space.
No point.
Need to change.
Can't change.
Can never be accepted or loved or wanted.
Total ******** loser.