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I sometimes wonder if god and the devil exists or not, i don't know..... it's just i hate my past, aggravated with the present and no ambition for the future. i just think i've lost my faith and i don't know whether or not to believe or just to believe in myself.....but the thing is if i'm wrong i go to hell, if i'm right i fade away from existence when i die only to be forgotten, so either way my fate will suck, i don't want to believe in god out of fear because thats more worse than not believing! So i find myself asking what do i do....and who am i asking this question to? I'm not trying to ask for a shoulder to cry on i just don't know if life is the way people think it is....good and evil, life or death, heaven and hell, do they really exist? I don't know and thats what scares me......the fear of not knowing and being to afraid to find out.....i just like to think we go somewhere special if were good and somewhere horrible if were bad but i don't know it's all too ******** chaotic

Posted by: avichanged Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 11:12am

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Commented on: Wed Jun 14, 2006 @ 07:58pm


	I beleive there is a heaven and a hell. I also beleive in God and his son. People ask my why well its because I have faith and I know faith is hard to keep because I too have lost it a couple of times but somehow I manged to find it again. Sometimes it seems that God is not listening but he is, he may not answer you right away but somehow he will. My friend's mom died and I thought how could he let that happen I mean her mom was a very nice woman. Then I thought I shouldnt judge God, God has a plan for every person and some are greater than others. Going to heaven is a gift, it is a much better place. Here on earth is hell, theres lies, misconception,manipulation,judgmental people, theres hate.

Commented on: Thu Jun 15, 2006 @ 04:52pm


	Trust me on this one, We will ALL go to "heaven" when we die! 3nodding It's a FACT! So, fret not! And, your PURPOSE is to learn! To become better and to NOT be afraid of the GOOD. 3nodding Oh, and there is no HELL as described in church! The bad news is we're already in hell! gonk We, created our own hell, right here on Earth! Aint it great!!! xp

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Commented on: Sat Jun 17, 2006 @ 01:04pm


	Here is a serious moment from me to you: I believe in God with all my heart and with all my soul. Every part of my being is dedicated to Him. Its not chaotic; its so simple. God gave us His word in the Bible. All you have to do is pull it out and read. He accepts anyone and everyone who willingly comes to Him and submits to Him, once you do that, He will love you no matter what and forgive you of everything that you have done. Trust me, its all true. Crap now I feel like I bombarded you....see I never do this preach my religion crap to people but I felt that today, you would eb my first guinea pig. But what I said was true. ne ways LOVES and seeya!

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