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Foggers are in...finally. I hope this ******** works, man. If it doesn't work..then there I go, back to my shitty little town, going back to nothing but family and a friend.
Please work please work please work.

I don't want to leave....I will leave if I have to;

PROS TO STAYING:
Love
(possibly) better work opportunities
more pay
school(eventually)
Love
Starting over
Give my life a purpose

CONS TO STAYING:
Fleas
Getting really sick
Not able to get a job(whether it be good or bad a job is a job)
FLEAS


REASONS WHY TO LEAVE:
FLEAS
Love gives up on trying to rid his house of the infestation
I give up on myself
Love gets tired of me being there, or just me, in a whole.
I get too tired of being away from home


IF LEAVING IS WHAT NEEDS TO HAPPEN:
Buy a bus ticket
Go home
Go to job corps, or something
Get a job
START OVER AGAIN

IF LEAVING ISN'T WHAT YOU WANT TO DO:
Focus on getting a job
Once you get a job; look into apartments
Look into a car
(car then apartment, depending on what happens)
Talk to cousin about staying with someone in the family
Mom and dad's side(if need be)


REGARDLESS OF WHAT HAPPENS, YOU NEED TO NOT GIVE UP ON YOURSELF. YOU NEED TO TRY THIS. YOU HAVE TO TRY. BECAUSE I YOU DON'T TRY TO BETTER YOURSELF, THEN WHAT THE ******** ARE YOU DOING IN THIS WORLD? NO ONE IS GOING TO BETTER YOU, NO ONE IS GOING TO GET A JOB FOR YOU. NO ONE IS GOING TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR YOU.



THE ONLY PERSON THAT IS GOING TO EVER BE THERE FOR YOU, TO THE DAY YOU DIE, IS Y.O.U.