I'm torn between two things right now. Raymond is at work right now, and John wants me to go over to Jen's house. But I want Raymond there to be with me so he can have fun too. He needs it more than me, since I'm really worried about him. But it seems that few people are actually worried about him. To be honest, I care more about him than myself. Though it hurts me to know that I hurt him by hurting myself...but I don't care about myself...but he does.
Its just so confusing. But to be blunt, I don't want to leave Raymond out anymore. He deserves to be around people just as much as I do. Even more so... People keep saying that there will be other times, but whenever a time would come up, he can't go. The more times he can't go...the less they want to hang out with him, and the more I hurt.
x_x
Just make it stop...
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