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Alrighty well as you all know i havent been around gaia, for a very, very, long time. I just wanted to take a break for a little while because IRL things were getting hectic. I've been having problems with my parents..okay well so does every other teen right. I know. Anywho, basically i've been just going through "teen" life i suppose is what they call it.

So as I was saying. I decided to take a breather for the weekend, which resulted in my computer getting taken away. I got my computer back, but then well.. lets just say.. there was rain envolved... it was a VERY sad day for me.. cry
.. After this I was allowed back onto the regular house computer. Though i rarely had chances to come one. 1. brothers 2. sister in law 3.school 4. soccer/volleyball/track

..and then of course my boyfriend of almost 8 months, might i had my first actual boyfriend. well. we were having MAJOR problems. He's a senior, baseball captain, football captain, and he's the JJ's boy (a local resturant that is incredibly popular, and the owners of a small mall.).. so well i didnt really know these things when i started liking him.. i found out when we starting going out. THEN all the drama happened. Girls that were super nice to me, suddenly hated me. Volleyball practices were hell, because half the team didnt like me because one girl likes jett (the guy). So she decided to talk about me to everyone. and everyone believed her. Well they dont anymore, which i'm happy. Because well everyone has seen the real her. YAY!

well so .. this caused alot of problems for us. I realized what all the other football players were telling me was true. He wasnt treating me nicely. I talked to him about it, and well i'm always wrong i guess..

..so we broke up, and that was really difficult for me, because there were rumers floating around school about me and him. And well i'm the christian girl that gets straight A's and hangs with the jocks.

I week after we broke up we thought about getting back together then i found out stuff.. we argued, didnt talk...talked again..

I got injured playing soccer, which not alot of people know about because i was only in the hospital fo a little while. then i went straight back to school. i didnt tell anyone realy, not even at school,. only my coachs and my parents knew.

So i had these pain killers that caused me to get incredibly sleepy. so thats all pretty much why i havent been online lately.


ALAS! i will be on alot though.. because well.. IRL i'll probibly want to hide in a corner, so i'll come and hide in gaia ^_^

why?

because the girl (jami-same girl as before) is apparently wanting to go out with jett. she tells me this. i dont like her. she is the only person on the world that i can say .. I WANT TO KICK YOUR ******** a**!... lets keep in mind now that i hardly if ever curse peple. Nor do i want to fight. Not to mention i'm one of the quieter ones when it comes to conflict... so well it's interesting. This feeling of not liking a person.

..well she's already starting rumers about me, AGAIN, so once again volleyball is going to be pretty damn close to hell.

..but on the bright side, if the two like each other i'm happy for them. Because well i kind of believe everyone on this, he's cocky and full of himself. She's obnoxious, loud, and ugly. there perfect for each other. Besides.. i havent liked h im for some time now..i think.. i hope...heh... anywho.. theres a diffeent guy.. he's awesome.. he likes anime! and he plays soccer and volleyball! and he's cute! and funny! and nice1 and he already cruises with my awesome cousin.. it;s awesome