Fallen Angel
I wasn't always so alone
I was happy once, I swear
But life has devastating turns
And now, no one seems to care.
I was always quite alone
Though long ago I had a life
But years of darkness do corrupt
And now, my closest friend's a knife.
I spend my present all alone
Crying out for love
Trying to flap my shattered wing
I am the demented dove.
I spent my past all alone
Drowning in a shadowed flood
Trying to keep my tattered mind
I am thirsty for your blood.
I thought that you would love me
I am your half to hold
But after so much pain and gore
I know your heart is cold.
I thought that you would hate me
I am your half to fear
But after too much pain and gore
I know I need you near.
Kura, I am slipping
Into night without a dawn
Can you, will you hold me close
As my final breath is drawn?
My Light, I will not let you fall
Not when I've learned what to say
I can and will hold you very close
To love you each and every day.
~YamiEnjeru
Loquacious Lunatic
Mmmm?
You taste much better now
With hot, sticky sweetness
Tainting your sun kissed skin
Softly bronzed
Delicately brushed
Heated,
Dripping flesh
For only me to savor
Fiery tongue
Lapping up succulent juices from your velvet surface
Darkness cackles in your ear
Whispering,
Promising
A dance with death
A dance I will lead
And if by chance
You should not do as I say
I swear I will kill you
Scatter your pathetic shreds of existence
To every corner of this wasteful planet
Never to be pieced back
To rest within a single grave
Lilac eyes peel in fear
Rimmed scarlet with unshed tears
Awww, my pet
I purr while stroking golden locks
Wispy feathers of a bloodied grifflet
Do not listen to such lies
I'd never kill you
If I were
Death would befall us both
Two halves,
One fate
I'll tear off your feathered masses
Watch blood splatter on my chest
Hot sprays pulsing from grinning wounds
Pure white wings would never suit you
My demented angel
Do not weep
Pain will lessen
Cruel numbness will settle soon
Crystalline tears mar your tan cheek
I sigh in pleasure
Call me what you will
But the sight of you
Broken
Battered
Bleeding
Makes my heart beat faster
My mind swirl with delight
My body ache in want
Deep desire of the night
God of Sins
Demon of Virtues
I am everything you secretly yearn for
Another self
There to seep hands in the blood of your offenders
There to mangle any who dare look at you
Raping you with ravenous leers
You are mine
And mine alone
You cannot belong to another
Who else would understand your pain?
Take you in at night
After you come home
Sadistic grin painted on your delicious face
Gleaming crimson on gold manacles
No one
I am the only one who would open my arms to you
Wrap you in ebony cloaks
Nestle you in my lap
Become intoxicated with your exotic sand etched scent
Do you see now
How you have no choice
You are to stay with me forever
Secluded from filthy others
Enveloped
Stifled
By me
The darkness
So deep and foreboding
Not a sliver of light can survive
Crushed instead by the great walls of madness
But you are special
You are tainted
Your light is dimmed
Fogged by guilt and wrongs
That is why you live
You are just as psychotic as I am
You like it when I tear into you
When I slide a dagger across your neck
Slash at your supple chest
Trace old scars
Ancient scripture of long lost faith
To let them weep once more
Locked memories spilling again
Seeping into your mind and heart
You thrash and purr
Confused as to what you feel
Pain and pleasure swirl into one
One tight burning mass
Pulsing
Throbbing
Begging to be set free
And I oblige
I never deny you
Relief is yours
A tidal wave crashing down my throat
Swift
White
Delicious
Mine
Small spasms ripple your body
You shudder one last time
And I cradle you
Black silk pulled to cover us both
Shared warmth
Melting flesh
Beneath the starless night
With only shadows as proof
Proof that the moon hangs low
Blemishing the otherwise perfect sight
You sigh a name
My name
Nuzzle into the crook of my neck
And sleep
The night cannot compare to you my love
The white wash light of the moon
Draping over your honey dipped skin
Dancing through your dust blond hair
Glinting off your polished gold
Somehow it makes you more beautiful
A feat I thought not possible
Who would have thought black hearts could beat
Lascivious lips brush over your own
Good Night koi
My defiled,
Intoxicating kitten
Slits of lavender stir
Do not worry
I am here
Now and forever
Whether you like it or not.
~YamiEnjeru
Blood Stained Angel
Seeing your gleaming smile is my greatest pleasure
But your pained grimace is so much better
Mewling, sighing, crying and dying
You tease my remaining sanity by lying
'I hate you!' came your exclamation one day
So at odds with the words of pleasure you gave while you lay
Panicking, shivering...delivering
Naked, pained and shamed, you think of ending it all
I don't understand why you describe what happens between us as a fall
You fell long ago my blood-stained angel
And I think our tale is slightly darker than a fable
I'm not changing the subject my dearest light
The man whose blood you're bathed in was looking to you for a fight
I mean this my love, no hands but mine will ever touch you
This will never change no matter what you do
Valentine's Day my sweetest dove?
How best to show you my love?
'Roses are red,
Blood is too.
I could kill you,
But it would kill me anew.'
As two halves of one soul we belong together,
I love you now, always and forever.
~By Yami Trekkie~
 Lady Blood Rain · Tue Jun 20, 2006 @ 06:46pm · 1 Comments |
