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So I decided to steal this "weekly realization" thing from tiff.. lol (Hope she doesnt mind O.< wink A lot of things can happen in a week that you learn and it's kind of important. Alas... I start this series of blogs. (hopefully I'll remember to keep it up!) So, here it goes.
1- I can't always trust the people around me. I know I can trust my family with anything. Friends, not so much. And I'm not so sure about the "close" friends either. =[ Sadly, I feel like I'm being or going to be stabbed in the back. That's where the whole "friends are temporary, family is forever" thing comes in, I suppose.
2- (I finally realized this) When I snuggle my teddy bear when I'm sleeping, I won't get bad dreams. I had a mass murdering dream the other night, and the same theme the night after.. That night, I hugged my teddy, and I had better, non-murdering dreams T__T
3- Others (or myself) need to watch what they (or me) say (says). Because you never know who'll keep their mouth shut or not. So I, as do others, need to be careful of what they say and to whom they say it from now on.
4- I will always be sick. 24/7/365. I can't ever get over a cold or a sore throat or the strep throat i had back in april!!!
5- I am losing weight. and/or gaining more confidence in myself. Which is having a positive impact on the way I act, dress, and go about my business.
6- My attitude towards people is changing. The people who I once hated, I am starting to like. And vice versa. It's just that once you really get to know someone.. you either love 'em or can't stand them one bit.
7- I highly regret introducing certain bands to people. -I will not finish this thought-
8- I'm tired of being nice to some people. And giving in to them, even though they were being a total a*****e. I let them blame their faults on me, and then move on, because I don't want to start something. But I'm realizing that I can't let people use me like that anymore. I have to stand up to people and let "not miss nice guy" come out. (if that made sense to you, god speed *salutes*)
9- I love Gus more and more each passing day. No matter what kind of argument we get into, we always find a way to make eachother smile again, and thats why I love him. <3
Well, that's all for now.
**Just to let ya'll know... I wasn't pointing fingers at anyone. So if you come to me assuming that it was you I was talking about in any of these statements, prepare for my wrath**
 Shinobi.Kitty · Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 06:52am · 0 Comments |
