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Sometimes I wonder if life is meant to be so dull,
a constantly cycle spinning around and around.

The only highlight is time spent with James and time spent with Brooke and Em.

Work is frustrating, but how couldn't it be if you're being treated like dirt by people who have a false sense of superiority over you?

School is going well. I made Dean's List last semester.
Only three classes this semester and then off to university.

Brooke and I are going to get an apartment together this summer.
We're putting down the reservation cost tomorrow.

Things are on the up and up, which I'm grateful for.
A few more steps in the right direction.

Dating a guy that seems like he genuinely wants to be a good guy, which is really great.
It sounds cheesy, but when don't I?

Something about the way we lay side by side, or rather tangled in each other, its unlike anything before.
And I've felt love, and I've felt lust,
but this is so much more.

I know, I know - I'm a sap and its a shame,
but I don't think I've ever been with someone who literally holds me the entire night through,
Or if either of us wake up and we're not holding each other, we work our way back into the other person's arms.

We don't see each other all the time, that might be why.
But it doesn't matter.

I feel like it has been a very long time since I've been really happy,
with my friendships and with my relationships.

And right now, I feel like I have the world in my hands.

Kiss me, we're on fire babe.
Love me, take me to outer space.