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my story nov 4 2017
it has been a while since i am making my journal, i have been going ups and downs for the past couple of months. i have visited new york for the second time and it was wild when i only had 200 dollars in my pocket cause i went airbnb. after that i felt into a land slide i started to lose confidence and things that i learn and it has been 1 years since i left the school for good. i feel like i am scared for the future since i only had part time. my parents keep borrowing my money and i find it frustrating but i had to kept my grudge on it. also i turn twenty one in september 9 but it is not the same birthday as before. also i have been worst grammarly since i ended high school. when summer is over i thought i was glad that it was over for me but it only got worse. freezing and sneezing makes me cold, that only make me think that summer would come back but at least i would not deal with scorchy weather, not!!!!!! at halloween i did not celebrate halloween but still had a party at my cousin birthday. also i have not mention this but my relative have came to my country for vacation and i felt the ackwardness of being with her since she is way too sincere and get angry a little. maybe if i ever get a decent education i will get out of my place and become independent. but the world is not an easy game where u can collect gold coins in super mario. you will need to do a lot of hard work and earn respect from the people but i am an introvert. During my whole spare time i play war games and i love invading other countries just for amusement. also played metal gear, some apps games and other ones that i forgot. i also watch tv shows like merlin and family guy, going to youtube only makes me less motivated since a lot of trash talkers are there on the internet. when i saw ted i wanted to this 30 days challenge where u could write fifty thousand words and stuff and maybe i can do it too. so i did doing this journal to gain that amount of words. then i realized that i would take like an hour to do it but when i am tired i am just going to stop anyways. if you read all the way, well congratulation you have earn nothing. oh my god how do you even write that much if you get tired all the time and i am learning italian then. it's impossible!!!! also vermicelli noodle taste s**t and i do not like going to a vietnamese food except for spring rolls and rice dishes. also i ranted my parents for watching a cliche movies that had been repetitive hold on let me check if i can submit this amount of pages of s**t. (edit) i am back well i can i shocked my self that i am still writing for nothing but amusement. also if i am writing a novel i need to learn grammarly than doing nothing. for my college i wanted to kept thinking of what i am going to do instead of wasting for part time. will my country ever change. they celebrate christmas in november what the hell.
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