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Ksiezniczka_Jesien
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Adoption is a cruel way to love
Growing up alone most of time without siblings can sometimes be a blessing or sometimes it can be a curse because the child then didn’t understand why certain things were wrong and why they couldn’t always get what they wanted. That was the case with John, he was almost like he was two different people depending on what was going on around him or what was going on, when he was in public or an event was going on with his parents or even after his parents were long passed, he was very quiet, polite, humble and very charming however when he was alone or with people he really trusted or those that really knew him he was very egotistical, abusive and demanding about everything. Once some people that he dated learn how he was the relationship never really lasted long or some wouldn’t even consider going out on a date with him due to everything they heard from people, to only have John tell them it was all rumors & none of it was ever real. For years no one wanted to date him or be near him, that John grew very lonely and wanted company besides that of talking to his staff. Figuring that he had enough money and he could help someone but as well help himself , John decided he would adopt a child and raise the child into whatever the child wanted to become however as well once the child was old enough he could use him for his own whims and even date them if pleased. Going to the orphanage a few days later, the center was a bit worried but lying his way in the staff believed him and allowed him to meet the children so he could decide which one he would like to adopt and raise. Glancing around he eventually landed on a boy that was no older than 16, and from what the nurse that was walking with him explaining things told him the boy needed a home soon otherwise he would be sent to a factory to work considering they were running low on funds to support him however as well he was too old for anyone to even consider adopting now. The young boy’s name was _______________, seeing that someone was coming over he panicked slightly worried he would say or do something wrong and not get adopted. Liking how the boy looked and even speaking to him he ended up adopting the boy, thrilled that someone was finally adopting him _________________ went with John willingly unaware of what or who John was but as well to why the male wanted him in the first place. Taking the boy home John knew he would wait patiently for him to get older before approaching him about the other items, but once they both arrived at the house John began to spoil ________________ with everything he knew the boy needed as well wanted knowing that when the time came he would not run but as well stay with him in the long run. He as well sent ___________________ to the best school and as well college when the boy was old enough but they were close to the house since the male wanted to take the boy when he was not in school or class or even before or after. Within the two years of moving in with John, the younger male was enjoying his new life here but without his adoptive parent’s knowledge or permission he started to date a young girl from his school, still he dated her knowing that John would not approve of her or even allow it. Sadly one eventful day everything changed for the two and in two different ways that each never really knew if it was their fault or what they did to cause it to happen that way. That day ________________ knew that he had the day off but as well John would be at work for the whole day, so without telling anyone he invited his girlfriend over to spend some time with her in private or just in general to spend time with her. At the same time at work John was planning on leaving early so he could get home already deciding that today would be the day he told _______________ everything as well ask him to take the final step with him and sleep with him and become his lover. Arriving home early without even making a noise when he came in and locked up, John began to set up for the night and event by getting everything together even all of the younger males favorite dishes, so once he finished that he went to his own bedroom and began to set it up by make it nice and covered in a few amounts of gifts. While he was setting up, John heard some noise not really knowing that _______________ had the day off from school, the noise that the other was hearing was some kind of creaking and out of curiosity he began to look for the source of the sound. Checking every single room eventually he got to the younger male’s room hearing that the source of the creaking was coming from there so slowly and gently he unlocked the door to open in as he peeked inside. To his horror and anger he saw that ______________ was making love to his girlfriend but they seemed to really care for each other enough that John saw them kissing. In anger as well because of how he was, he saw this as a betrayal and quickly and softly closed the door to the room leaving the house quickly to go and buy a few more things that he would need now knowing that ________________ never told him anything as well to bring and do something like that in the house, still he needed these items before the end of the night. Unaware of the fact or idea that his parent had saw what he was doing as well betraying his trust, _______________ continued and as well before he knew that John was due to arrive home, he lead his girlfriend out of the home saying good night as well he would see her tomorrow at school. Checking his watch he saw the other male would be home soon, the younger male made his way to his room to change and get ready for dinner, in the time he was getting changed John had returned and placed the rest of the items where they needed as one of the items was ecstasy he placed it all over the male’s food but not his own. He had placed the drugs in the other food to make him pay for what he did but as well knowing that even with the evening the other would enjoy it no matter what his mind was telling him, the body would enjoy it and even with one saying stop the other would not. Eating dinner ________________ noticed that John was a little distant but he figured it must be work related but he was still happy from what he did so he started to eat, while both were eating the younger male was starting to feel woozy, still _______________ figured it could just be from the activity unaware that it was the drugs the other had placed in the food. Once the meal was over John noticed the other was wobbling or unable to walk he made his way over to help him, _____________ gladly took the help, sadly moments after the touch the younger male moaned. Seeing that it was in affect he lead the male to his own bedroom before he slowly began to kiss the other making sure he felt good as well distracted as he undressed him before tying him to the bed so he wouldn’t run, once he had gotten the other in the position he wanted he took the other and made the male his. This went on for a few hours till John even decided to go and brand the other as his so that way people knew he was his and not to touch him, once he had branded the other he chained the male to the room so he could not leave the room but enough to walk around and go to the bathroom. So John continued for hours till the drug had left _______________ system, and seeing what was going on the male began to struggle even with his shoulder hurting from the branding he kept struggling wanting this to stop that he even began to scream. Hearing and seeing that the other was back to himself as well how he was behaving angered John greatly that he began to abuse the male by hurting him and beating him but mostly focused the damage to his stomach so he wouldn’t scream any more, but as well threatened him by exposing _____________ to the world as to who he would be with or even killing the girl he was with. Shaking the male stayed still and let the man he respected before continue and when it was all over he was left chained to the room. The next day when the younger male was still sleeping, his girlfriend had come to pick him up for school, waking when he heard her voice he moved to yell for her to come get him but his voice was hoarse from the screaming that happened at night. Scared he hoped the John would let him go to school, to his dismay he heard the other say he was being transferred to a different school but as well he no longer wanted to be with her in any way and that she was easy. Upset the girl left heartbroken and _____________ grew angry so every time that John came to take him he fought back till the male drugged him again so he could do as he pleased to him. Eventually this went on for months and years but slowly ______________ stopped fighting against John so he wouldn’t have to be drugged as well because he had started to fall for him and actually wanted to become part of his life or even his lover so that he wouldn’t see John’s pained face when he was forcing himself onto the younger male, still he knew it wouldn’t work or be accepted so he hide those feelings to protect himself or even hurting the male if he told him. Slowly with hiding the feelings unaware that John had started to develop feelings for the male that even at times he unchained him so he could do as he wanted but he was still worried he would run or even not accept him because of how he treated him or how he was, still ________________ feared that John would not love him or want to with him. Can't ________________ get enough courage to tell the male his feelings and not see him as he saw him before or will it remain the same? Will John be strong enough to put his ego to the side and be the one to tell the male he loves him and wants to be with him? Or will John’s ego still get in the way and drive the younger male away for good that no one will ever want him or even be near him. Will the toy get a chance to be together or not?




 
 
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