Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I hate my bike, it's a peice of crap, but it has lot's of emotional value*insert tear here* CTUALLY NOT REALLY BUT ANYWAYS. i LEFT HOME TODAY AT ABOUT 12:05 hey i used big letters! YAY BIG LETTERS! so 12:05 was when I left and i went to school so i could meet up with Nikki.H so We could go over to her house and study. I came an hour early so i sat in the llibrary and listened to music petending to study science...I ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND SCIENCE! I love Stacy, always will, even if he dumps me...if he dumps me for sarah than i can understand, sarah is pretty, intelligent and almost everythig I'm not. I can't hate her for being better than me, Though I can hate Salima for being better than me, because I can...cause I'm cool that way.

NEW PARAGRAPH! hey llook big letters again!

Anopther paragraph!! HAHA I"M DEFYING ENGLISH!!

Anyways on to a new paragraph emo i'm an emo kid non conforming a can be you'd be non-conforming to if you looked just like me, I got paint on my nails and make-up on my face I'm almost emo enough to start shaving me legs cause I'm feeling real deep when I'm dressin gin drag I call it freedom of expression you'll just call me a f**. And that's were Alisha stops...cause...I'm cool that way once again.

PARAGRAPH!!! this is gettin old, maybe I should finish my story now...ya good idea alisha alright. So i went to school sat in the library, left the library, ran into Stacy who finally cleaned out his locker...yay, I still have to clean out mine, What Am i gonna do with all my stuff? mehz So I found nikki and we went outside and i made fun of my bike...cause I hate it. Stacy rode around on my bike, I think he had fun. no one reads my journal anymore..Alisha is sad now..Alisha misses Stacy, Alisha is giong to talk in the third person from now on until she getss her stacy. So, for dinner Alisha has pizza, Omg she was so hungry so sh e ate some salade to, salade with italian dressing, Alisha loves italian dressing.

Alisha i sbored and she can't live with out her Stacy, Alisha thinks her Stacy likes another girl but shh..she's gonna pretened she doesn't notice. Sometimes She cries because she had somthing so good but now she's not sure if she still has it. Alisha isn't sure if her boyfriend is joking around when he says he wants to break up, she doesn't want to break up. But than again who really wants to date a girl who technically isn't allowed to date or even be in contact with a guy.She loves Stacy and doesn't know what she'll do without him. Alisha is sick and tierd of this life and somtimes wishes she could just die.

Time of Dying~Three days Grace