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I've been in bed all day...I'm clearly going through something.
Most of it with outlined in the last post. I can't wait until I move into my new place for real so I don't feel bad about being anti and depressed.
Moving
I figured today I'll pack the suitcases with clothes I don't wear, put them in my car and drop them off at my house tomorrow before I go to Carla's to see what she got for me.
I need to get some basic stuff for my bathroom and kitchen to make the place at least mildly livable.
Bathroom - Shower rod, curtain, trash can, hanging shower caddy? Kitchen - a few pans, silverware, glasses, a water filter, paper towels, candles & glade plug-ins
That should be enough to start. Like I said, I'm going to be sleeping on an air mattress until I can afford to purchase in cash. And I'm really going to need a second job to save up to finish furnishing this house and for my big ticket items that I need.
Second Job
This second job thing will be tricky, per usual. I thought I had something going with Via, especially after they wasted 1.5hrs of my life in that interview, but it's back to the drawing board. I would consider something like Lionbridge again but I distinctly remember them paying $10/hr for like...internet tests or something, but each test took on average 2-3 minutes so sometimes you'd have to do dozens just to add up to one hour. It was soooooooo effingggggg boringggggg. I wonder if I can find something writing based where you produce articles or something for an online platform...I found something like that once upon a time but I can't remember where.
I gotta keep looking and hopefully, I can find something soon.
Big Ticket Items
PS4 + games (KH3!) - $350+ Teeth Whitening - $400 This class so I don't have to go to traffic court - $100 Getting this trackpad and battery fixed on my laptop - $200 Thailand - $1300
Omar invited Marlon, James and I on the second part to him and Leo's trip to Phuket, Thailand in January. Last January they took a trip to Costa Rica and had a gorgeous house but claimed it was too big for just the two of them and thought it'd be great to have the rest of us on their next trip. Flights are $750+ and Omar is charging us just $350 for the stay in the super lux house that he bought soooo yeah, ya damn right I'm excited. Another reason why I need a second job. I'd love to pay $500 deposit by September and come up with the reset over time. It looks like it'll be a 9-11 day trip, that includes approx three days for flying - approx. 15 hours of flight time with a 14-hr layover in Seoul, South Korea (and an additional stop in NY before that). I'm not sure when I'm going to tell Rob about it but I have plenty of time. Not to mention the best part....Kabob isn't invited blaugh We love him, but he's also one of the last people I'd want to travel halfway around the world with. s**t, I love my friends and I barely want to do it with them gonk
Needless to say, this Fourth of July is a bust. I think last Fourth I hopped on a flight to Miami to hang out with my sister that weekend...which was cool. Reading some of the posts from that time last year, I was feeling rather sunken for a variety of reasons including Rob had just had his surgery weeks before. Man...I just read the two posts and I was going through it. And the sad part is that not much has changed...I mean, I left Rob's house which has definitely helped although I miss him, but seriously...not much has changed and it's sad.
Still no income. Now he has kids he's taken care of and barely getting paid for that. And his three modes of transportation (the truck, car and motorcycle) are all inoperable right now. He still doesn't know how to really make s**t work. Although I miss him everyday, I'm glad I left...but if I was still there...man...he definitely wouldn't have those kids at least but I'd still be realllllly in my feelings. He seems pretty set on moving down here, which is good...he'd just have to get everything together up there first because I'm not tolerating no mess. Now, he's stepping into my life and I can't do dysfunction and disarray, tow things he seems very familiar with.
Done with that topic. Next July 4th needs to be litty. I want to be in a completely different space. My goals need to be well underway, Rob needs to be on the right track and I want to be...HAPPY.
Love heart
Ryo
Mood: Decent whee Music: "Fourth of July" - Mariah Carey from Butterfly Music(2): "Boo'd Up" - Ella Mai from Ready
Ryonosuke · Wed Jul 04, 2018 @ 11:14pm · 0 Comments |
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