I feel a little shame yet I feel a little intrigued
why are you on my mind when you don't even know me
I cant recall your voice , I don't even remember meeting you
yet you have entered my dreams and played the strings of my heart , everyday I have wondered whats on your mind , what are your beliefs, what are your dreams...
I get jealous of the thought of you meeting other women desiring them lusting for them it makes me so sad
yet the saddest thing is me what is it about you that set me up this way or have i been so deprived of attention and romance that i thirst and I yearn for it , I told myself that I didn't need it , I told myself that I could learn to be by myself but that must be all a lie
I don't understand you so I despise you yet I want you to look at me ... to yearn for me... to love me
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