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Why was my sister never born? ...she would have been smarter than me, and had all the good of our Mother.

While I am weaker, mentally and pyhsically I feel than everyone else, though Im told by many Im stronger for helping others be happy and my abillity to push through pain and keep working at my job.

But really, I believe given a life at least as long as mine my sister would have easily been the better child to have survived.

Not me,

I think to much...