Acidic Void
I have swallowed the acid that eats away at my organs. The acid that melts away the tiny blood colt, other wise known as my heart. I was to dumb to run and to dead to die. If I killed myself who would feel the pain? Would it be revenge? Would it be a b***h slap? This was never world, love is dead. This was never world and they took my angel away. Took him away. To far to see with a naked eye. How could anyone repay me for this ache? No one ever could. No one ever will, I have this deep black void in my chest, to deep to be filled. Its the acid eating away at me. There is not help for me. The acid has eaten to much. This filthy wasteland has poisoned all my hopes and dreams with this same acid. Cursed me with its romance. Cursed me with its kiss death. A kiss that has left me strapped down to a table in a bright room. A room that is in the shadow of the valley of death. Slit my wrist and send me to Heaven. Am I one of the ones that are really born to die? The few, the proud, the ones born to die. The ones doomed to a life of walking through broken bones with out shoes. The ones that will never part of the 3hat they want to be of so badly. The 3hat finds true love in High School. The 3hat fights for them selfs. The few 3hat will never have a thought of suicide. But no. Its all an acid eaten dream. The ones who use to have a voice. But now never make a sound. Everyday is the same. There is no logic here. Just hatred. I have hidden my soul somewhere that no one will ever find. I just don't know what else there is that I could do, To save my self from the acid and to fill my deep void.
Megan LaVey · Mon Jun 26, 2006 @ 03:25am · 0 Comments |