yeah i'm no longer happy anymore but it's ok not like anyone reads this...but seriously my heart stopped for like 2 seconds annnnnnnd i felt like crying but i didn't lol i don't cry it's just not me and i'm alone like always hmmm i just am dead in side yes thats it i'm dead inside the only thing that keeps me going is well the fact that i have to make people feel better even if i feel like crap.
i always have to put on a fake smile all the time.....
i'm gonna end up alone and i think i'll know when the thing that i'm ment to do in life is over and i've done it i'm gonna kill myself yes thats it i'm not sure how i will but i'm gonna like stab myself threw the heart not like it's gonna hurt because 1.) it's black and broken yet it's stiched togeather and crap. 2.) it always feels like some one stabed me in the heart anyways.
so i'm i promise to myself that once i do what i'm sent on earth to do i shall kill myself....not like anyone cares
i always have to put on a fake smile all the time.....
i'm gonna end up alone and i think i'll know when the thing that i'm ment to do in life is over and i've done it i'm gonna kill myself yes thats it i'm not sure how i will but i'm gonna like stab myself threw the heart not like it's gonna hurt because 1.) it's black and broken yet it's stiched togeather and crap. 2.) it always feels like some one stabed me in the heart anyways.
so i'm i promise to myself that once i do what i'm sent on earth to do i shall kill myself....not like anyone cares
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