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Love sucks bawls. </3
I just feel ********.. Wolfie doesnt want me around anymore.. I can't force her to continue being my girlfriend or Ill look like a selfish jerk.. If she doesnt want to be with me THAT BAD then I cant make her be my girlfriend.. I'd also seem like a spoiled brat.. ._.;
I should just get over it anyways.. This is the 5th time that someone important to me left me in the dumps.... It seems like a hobby. =/ I apologized to her so many times but she still doesnt want to forgive me.... I guess Jake was right, she cares more about the "crap" going on in her life than how she cares about me.. Im poor, my mom hates me, my dad just recently got sent to California to go to prison, and I haven't complained about it until now.. Y'know what I mean? Well.. I understand that her mom is all like "Rawr Im a Nazi b***h" and her dad left her and all but... Im in more s**t.... Ill rant about that some other time. But anyways, if she wants me back, she can have me back, only cause I dont want to hurt her like how she hurt me.... Ill keep my MySpace layout and my Bunny x Cakey stuff on my profile.. Ill even finish making that neopets layout that I planned. ^^; Only 'cause I still love her..... I guess I don't need to be with her.. Just having someone to love is alot for me.......
.....I still feel like ********.. emo omg gaia made an emo emoticon.. <3 Garrr my mom's coming back inside the house with Jack-n-ze-Crak........FOOD I FEEL BETTER NOW! O_O I'm such a bipolar betch. >_> Lemme guess, Bryana's all reading this like, "OMG EMO ORENJIII!!!!" <---- dont ask, others, its a long storeh..)) I should change my multimedia to "Anytime" by Brian McKnight, too.. It just fits the mood for me.. *Sighs*


Gaia, gaia, gaia.
Well aside from that, I still need to stay up a little bit to make 1,000 gold.. Meh, I promised that Id give it to someone by tomorrow and such. ^^; Im at 681 gold right now~ Just about 320 more I need. >_> I always hated gaia.. I thought I'd never get addicted again but WHADDA YA KNOW!? I hate gaia but I loves it. omfg. ...Oh yeah, any donaterz?? XD Im hopeless... u_u I need TWO kiki kittys, a coco, and a mochi.. Oh yeah, a whip of fire, too. >.>;;; Stupid expensive items. *rawr* I wish I could be older for just a few moments, get a bank account, and donate mucho to gaia for those kickarse items.... only 5 bucks.. o.o;; GOD OR WHOEVER CREATED TIME PLEASE MAKE IT YEAR 03-04 AGAINZZ!!!!!!!! T-T;;
hackkarz and scammarz SUCKK
It's sad how there's alot of scammers/hackers on gaia.. yus, true shame.. ;_; ..Umm.. The thing is though.. The people who get hacked + scammed are REALLY stupid. (No offence, but it's true) I mean, since when do you fill out a quiz that asks for yur username and pword to someone that guarantees to give you free gold!? That's like saying, "give me your credit card and your PIN and Ill give you teh monies"... Liek really.. Stupid gullible freaks. >.>


..Well basically life sucks for me. Blahblahblah but you hear that from everyone, right? >.>

Meh moodies:
Last Monday: domokun
Last Tuesday: emo
Last Wed: 3nodding
Last Thurs: sweatdrop
Last Fri: confused
Last Saturday: heart AND crying
Last Sunday: crying emo crying emo
Today, Monday: crying cry emo sad gonk

Year 06 is nothing but s**t for me so far... At least I had an actual relationship this year other than dating a pretty face at school....... Now my mom is bitching. Gods, Im in alot of s**t already, okay!?!?! ........********.......

.....DAMN. Those curly fries where guud... I want more.. I think Ill look for another girlfriend/boyfriend.. Most likely girlfriend. Ill ask that one chick on my buddy list.... Okay I'll shut up now.. BYE! D=