I have good days and night where the sunshine is strong an the clouds run from the brightness I feel warm an happy in those moments.
Then the wind blows the clouds back an the sunshine fades, its cold an little dark, almost feels isolated or the desire to be isolated so that I dont anger anyone or have to interact with anyone. I am forced to internet I get grumpy an often overly to sensitive to whats said around me so I stay quite I rarely talk or even ask or give hugs in those moments. Ironic as I so often want for affection but in moments hide away.
*** A piece of artwork I found depicting depression ( part of a collection of art that depicts many forms of depression. ) ***
I feel this is an apt discription of how I feel when moody/ depressed.
I feel this is an apt discription of how I feel when moody/ depressed.
***Sometimes like a few days ago a thing triggers a strong reaction an I break, I can hardly do much to stop it till it has past.
****Also in moments of great even mild anxiety I repeated scratch or pick, which becomes a problem. Though the times when I do usually heal in a few days.
