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why do i feel like this,
why does it have to come back, this feeling i hate it all ways eating up my heart ,
i closes my eyes and all i see is darkness but if you look past that it more darkness nothin ,
nothing is there,
i try to feel love and joy and happiness
but all i feel is pain and hate and fire,
fire in my heart,
is live going to be like this forever is it ,
i don't need your pity or your sympathy,
i don't expect anyone to understand why i feel like this. feeling of pain feeling of felling in to darkness.They are my alone
my alone ,
i sit in my thoughts thinking,
and then i see a black moon,
i smiles,
now you see there something other then nothing
finally