View User's Journal

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Isn't it weird? Every time I try to write in my journal, I end up either being EXTREMELY silly and immature, or gloom-doomy and depressed. xp
So now I shall ATTEMPT to post one of the songs that I wrote. redface *cough* Here goes. Ahem. This was the first song on the stack, so it gets to go first. It's currently sort of untitled, but I call it "I Wish I Knew" And this is how it goes.

I wish I knew how to upset you
Precisely how to make you cry
I wish that I could just forget you
I keep on askin' myself why
I wish I knew just how to hurt you...
'Cos then I wouldn't have to lie

I wish I knew just how to shoot you
Use bullets silver or of lead
I wish I knew how to reroute you
Instead of blowin' off your head
I wish I knew just how to hurt you...
Because I kinda want you dead

I wish I knew just how to cage you
I'd keep you locked a hundred year
I know that time would never age you
You'd keep your beauty and your fear
I wish I knew just how to hurt you...
And keep you with me always, dear

I wish I knew just how to burn you
Out of my crazy, lovesick mind
I wish I knew just how to warn you
That my intentions are not kind
I wish I knew just how to hurt you...
'Cos now you've put me in a bind

I wish I knew just how to hurt you
Yes I fear that's my sad refrain
I wish I knew how to avert you
I sing this song in sun and rain
I wish I knew just how to hurt you...
'Cos baby, you're givin' me pain!

...That's it. I know it sounds really twisted and all, but it's actually supposed to be fun and playful. It's sung in a kind of country, bluesy style.
And actually, rereading it now, I know a person who it could apply very well to. But I wrote it way before the whole situation ever happened. (Lexi... you know who I'm talking about!)
Well, that's all for now. I've gotta type out my other songs now. Let me know if you like it, or hate it, or what... sweatdrop

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

More Information