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Today I am feeling very underappreciated and very unliked.

The more I think about it, the more it is spiraling out of my control. I should probably go to bed and sleep so that tomorrow I can go do stuff like I'm supposed to. And also so that I don't go crazy tonight thinking about it.

All weekend I've felt like I've been catching my breath. Just every once in a while I take a deep breath and it feels like I've been holding it for hours. And maybe I'm just hyperventilating, I guess, or my chest is just tight from stress and anxiety, but still, it's a strange feeling. It's a good feeling when I can finally breathe all the way into my lungs, but as I said, it has been rare all weekend. Usually I suck in deeply, but my lungs just won't inflate.

Boo hoo hoo emo