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It's always been a while since I last post something and I start to wonder
I wonder a lot, when it counts the most for something.. but more so now I wonder about one in particular whom I can't seem to get to
I try and try again to speak with him yet it's like my voice goes unheard
perhaps he does not hear me, or maybe for what I fear most is... he does hear me but ears do not wish to listen
wanting to block out all I have to say
so what can I do to get through to him

Right now
All I want to know is why?
Very simple to answer right?
Even he must know this answer.. but will he listen or perhaps
Never even know that I want to talk to him again

Or maybe I'm just fooling myself
Not like he cares right?
I mean... what did I do wrong. I want to make it right so please tell me
Give me one chance to make it right
A simple chance is all I ask of you
Right now.. if you read this... what would you say to my one request?
All I want is to know is why