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mew good job babe, i wish they could all know how much it pains me and you that our friends cant be friends anymore. not only pains pisses me off,(the next part is not dirested to rin) TAKE A GOD DAMN CHILL PILL!!! WHAT HAPPENS IS WHAT HAPPENS! DEAL WITH IT. if someone gets hurt, like in a sparring match, it was their choice, not youres, dont get pissed off at the person who did, its not guna solve anything, listen, we all need to relax. we're way too stressed and need to calm down, take a breath and calm down, please? thank you all. ((whee!!!!!!!!!!!! whee ))

nice effort but i doubt anybody will change... >.> like they didnt when they read mine so eh. stupid ppl.

i know, I'm just sick of it. and oh yeah, you (bunny) and claire get along with the few of us very well too! ^^

but we're all acting very immature, in a bad way.

Well maybe I should rant because everyone loves Kit ^_^ So therefore, everyone will listen to Kit. *nodnod* Yesh... so once I get pissed off enough to rant I will ^_^ Which prolly won't be much longer. I was thinking about it last night but only cuz my brother pisses me off like, all the time...

then kit! Rant away, some one will change, and that someone is booze!so, rant away....but then again, you have no problem with booze anyways...so nothing will change...anyways...

dont target booze or ill hafta kill you and dont you even try and defend her damien because ill kill you too you guys either need to stop the fighting or just not talk at all cuz its getting old and ur pissing off some of my friends so im not taking sides but either shut up and stop acting like you have it bad or continue and make a lot of enimies

Ok now this is directed at every single mother ******** i know ^^ TAKE A MOTHER ******** CHILL PILL! Lets have some god damn peace everyone eh? We all do things some people dislike but lets just remember when we decide to get pissed at a person. It takes less guts to yell at a person then to forgive the person. Hokay so Kira's rant might be coming soon if nothing changes and his rant will be just like this message directed at everyone(including me) so I don't make more people pissed off instead of the object of the rant which is to calm people down! hah this is Kira's message now lets just take a moment to imagine the size of his rant 0.0 lots of trapped aggression about to escape!

you want to know why i'm directing this to booze, because he's said sorry for blaming me for things...but not to my ******** face, people can say anything online and not ******** mean it. I've don't think i've done nothing to make him hate me...if he doesn't hate then why does he ******** act like it...

but i just don't care any more...if people want to hate me then fine, i'll just be the niceist person ever to them, if people want to think that i make people hate othersm then fine i don't care any more...i'm sick of this s**t happing every ******** year...i thought this group of friends would be diffrent, but i guess everyone is just the ******** same.

I wish we all just go back to being good friends, best friends, like i thought we all used to...i hate this stupid s**t we are putting all of us threw, it is noones single fault but all of ours...

um... wow.... you totally took things outta context... but misunderstandings happen ^^ i wasnt angry that you hit kit... not in the slightest. and when we sparred, i wasnt taking my anger out on you... trust me.. you wouldn't have come out unscathed... eheh.... that's just how i am... and i never told damien not to spend money on you? o.O who toldja that? ^.^ i'm fine with him spending money on whatever he wants, it's not my money anyways lol and i sparr you the same as i sparr anyone. and i respect you for being a woman, or a girl... But im not gunna hold back on you just because you're a woman... on the battlefields, everyone is just a soldier, regardless of their race, class, or sex... that is why you felt i was taking my anger out on you. but im not angry at you. and well.... i dont like talking to ANYONE about serious stuff, i'd rather kick back, live in the moment and have fun!! :XD because when people start talking about serious stuff, they get serious, and then feelings get hurt. which is why i dont usually talk to anyone about serious stuff... i've never told damien NOT to do something for you... not once... i questioned his actions once or twice, but got over it... not like i care how he choses to live his life. not my business either. and i dont shelter kit... well i try not to.. and if she really wants to learn how to do things, all she needs to do is ask. if i can't provide what she wants to learn, i know plenty of people that can.. what fight did i start i wonder? i'ce done nothing but talk and all it does is piss someone off, wether it's you, damien, jj, zach, whoever... maybe i should just like.. shut up, eh? go mute and not talk to anyone? wouldja all like that? most likely... i can only think of... two people that would go against this right now, Kit and Zach ((bunny)) everyone else would probly think it's a good idea. christ.... well yeah that's my opinion on what rin's said... so, i'll prolly just.. shut up for a while after this comment. so ******** to rin, damien, san, or whoever the ******** was fighting.... Have a nice ******** day/life/whatever the hell you do.. and damien... what ever made you think i got mad at rin for hitting kit in a sparring match? you should uh........ read thins and maybe you'll get it a little bit more... i dont like fighting, well.... among friends i dont like fighting.. i'll gladly kick the s**t outta anyone that messes with me and has the intent to harm me. and damien, if people geting hurt in a sparring match is their own choice, why are you telling rin not to go for the kill shots.. that's all you're supposed to go for.. eheh.. that's just my opinion.. and you wonder why i get angry at you/ rin/ whoever? because none of you seem to want anything to do with me anymore. so, therefore, i've begun hanging out with my other friends, that actually sound welcoming, and not so distant... i just got back from a ******** vacation and you cant get off the ******** phone!?!? fine. if thats the way you've decided things're gunna go, i guess i'll just spend time with zach, much like you spend time with rin. i'm fine with it, and i'm also fine with you wanting to spend time with her. But every day? man, even your family was getting upset with it for a while, but. look.... im not trying to be an a**, although i'm sure this comment will come off like it, i'm just trying to keep things straight. and everything's falling the ******** apart, i dont know whose fault it is. but, according to rin, it's mostly mine. meh... it might even be true. im not sure. i can't even begin to tell you or rin or anyone what the hell my problem is... maybe i'm going crazy, and losing my mind. Or maybe, i've just snapped... and i'll start going into solitude. ********. maybe i'll join the US troops in iraq, go kill some people... maybe that'll snap me back to sanity, eh? ********, maybe i'll get killed there, and they'll all say i was fighting for my country, and i died bravely for my country... when i really only died because it was an escape from everything i despised, everything i've ever feared... or maybe i fought bravely for my beliefs... and died for them. Tell me what you guys want me to do....

so... now i'm going to do like nick said, take a chill pill, and calm down...
so how's this for a plan?
I'll take the responsibilty for all the s**t that's gone on. and then all the blame falls on me. if all the blame falls on me, there's nothing left to fight amongst ourselves about, right? so yeah.

I'm now to blame for everything that's happened, all the fighting that's gone on. condem me, hate me, do whatever ^.^ But this way.... there's no more fighting.

why blame some one when we should all just forget about it?