I wanted to talk to Raymond alone today, but he doesn't want to. I thought he said everything was ok until I was at Jen's house. I guess everything is ok when he's talking to Tiffany and not me. D: He likes Tiffany and claims to love me. I don't understand that, and I never will. I'm not mad, or jealous, I'm confused and I want to know what his real feelings are. I knew something happened on Tuesday and I could feel it all throughout the week. And what my gut told me was correct. I just want to know whats going on. And I want Raymond to be happy, but I want to be happy with Raymond.
I ******** said I wouldn't do anything again, why doesn't anyone trust me, and expect me to trust them?
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