I feel miserable right now... I'm not quite sure he'd like me posting this for everyone to see but oh well, I can't help saying how I feel... I love John, I really do, but I just think it's better for him to just go find someone else cuz I'm not good enough for him. I feel guilty for not talking to him as much cuz I have school and these last days have just been like crazy. They still are. Not only that, I feel bad for being so selfish and greedy and jealous of his friends. I don't like him talking to them because they get to spend time talking to him and I can't. Not really fair I know cuz I don't have the time to talk to him. It's just stupid of me, I know but that's how I feel... I don't wanna share him cuz I might lose him. But I know that if I don't share him I'll lose him to. So I guess... I'm asking for advice, what should I do?
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