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Guiney died. On Monday. Its very saddening. I just feel so empty, and I cant believe that he's actually gone and wont ever come back. I just feel like he's some where hidding and will come out in a few weeks or something. But I know its just wishfull thinking. sad His full name was Guiney Spot Harry Hale Jr. Sr. the second. And he was almost eight. Poor little guy crying I just cant help but think I could of saved him. I had saved him twice in his life, (once was a resportory infection and if I hadn't realized something was wrong, he would of died then; and the other was when he got bit by a German Shepard named Sampson) I should of known something was wrong, he wasn't eating, even though he had plenty of food, and he slept around all the time. I should of realized he was sick. I could of saved him, but I didn't have the time. I was too busy. Untill he died. He died in his little igloo that he loved so much. I was the one who found him. I cried for hours. I'm even crying right now. This is so sad. crying We buried him in our back yard. It's still very sad and I just want him back. I miss him. sad crying cry