well it's august...."DAM' stressed .... this summer has past so fast emo ....I mean don't get me wrong I'm ready for school but man it's seems like i've missed out this summer i mean yeah i've been having fun but at the same time i've been balancing my study schedule ....... its like automatically i think that everything this summer is & will be perfect But at the same time my heart telling me somethings wrong, somethings missing & yet i don't know what it is confused confused ........ & then for some 5 or 2 seconds i get it .... all my life i've been to focused on being perfect & acting like a grown adult , always trying to suceed ...that i missed out on all the pleasures of my childhood. sad ... i never really got to go out there & meet people & have some fun even when i was small i've always been so reserved .... i never really pushed people away but niether did i invite them to my domiene .... then again i never was a people person... I mean if u see the rest of my journal entry's it doesn't really sound like i am & i'm going to tell u the truth "I NOT" but thats me & thats who i'll always be wether people like it or not..... talk2hand talk2hand
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