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School...Work...Life....they all suck
O.k., I'm going back to school in one day and I am totally freaked. Why the HELL on God's green earth do we have to go back to school so DAMN early?!?!? Everyone else doesn't have to, it's just us, which fustrates me to no end. The one good thing about this entire year is that it's my SENIOR year, which means its the last. This tuesday will be the last first day of high school I will ever have, that's crazy too. I can't believe it, it's over, you know, except for college and all that crap, which I will be trying my damnedest to get into Centre college in Kentucky thank you. I really hope I will be able to attend, I will feel like a total failure if I don't or am not able to. I will be to be honest. I also hope to get a job, I'm a really good and nice person most of the time and I'm also good with people, so I don't know why no one wants to hire me. Probabley because i have to exsperience and I'm a terrible speller. Who knows huh? But, if I don't manage to get a job, then it's definately for a reason right? My mom's willing to hire me but it doesn't really help the fact that I want to help bring money into the house you know? It seems there's nothing I can do to be worth while no matter how hard I try, so what should I do?.......
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