I thought of Ryan this morning, and I started crying.
It's something that hasn't happened in a while...I was surprised, but I didn't try and hold back.
I want to cry for him. I don't know why.
The one my heart aches for...
The whole world seems dark without him.
I sit here, crying, in this lasting darkness.
This person that I miss so much,
Tall and beautiful, unlike me
I want to hear his perfect voice,
And feel his warm embrace forever
I'm here alone, wishing
That this person could be here with me
To hold me, and protect me,
To hide me from the world
But again, I am alone
Knowing that the broken sun won't rise again
For in my mind, there is no day
Only a cheap imitation thereof
A sunny illusion outside my window,
Until I can feel his radiant warmth...
Forever.
And I can't write. But I feel this way still...
It's something that hasn't happened in a while...I was surprised, but I didn't try and hold back.
I want to cry for him. I don't know why.
The one my heart aches for...
The whole world seems dark without him.
I sit here, crying, in this lasting darkness.
This person that I miss so much,
Tall and beautiful, unlike me
I want to hear his perfect voice,
And feel his warm embrace forever
I'm here alone, wishing
That this person could be here with me
To hold me, and protect me,
To hide me from the world
But again, I am alone
Knowing that the broken sun won't rise again
For in my mind, there is no day
Only a cheap imitation thereof
A sunny illusion outside my window,
Until I can feel his radiant warmth...
Forever.
And I can't write. But I feel this way still...
