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The random, generally-but not always-happy thoughts of a hyper anime radio ninja cat-girl/lint ball.

Whee, read me yes yes. Reeaad. You know you want to. Fine, be that way. Don't read. See if I care. *curls up in a corner and cries*



Ehhh... McDonald's is evil. And my stomach is acting up again...or...still? Grrr... I'm bored... I wanna go do something...hang out with someone...anything. sigh EDIT: I feel like I'm going crazy. This lack of control over anything in my life...it's frustrating. I feel like crying again...about everything. My eating. Not being able to see/talk to/communicate with Ryan in any way. My mom always bringing food home and worrying that she'll think I'm trying to starve myself if I decline food. The fact that I can't bring myself to decline food at other times. My stomach being sickish. Being stuck at home. Not having a job. Not have any money. Boredom. Missing him sooo much. Being confused about the future... I hate this. I hate it. Haaaaaaaate. I'm going to go insane. Someone help me...please?