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A water balloon......

I remember....when we played in the rain....we kissed, too. One of the happiest memories.

Just a little kid putting the faucet on full blast....

Holding eachother in the parking lot of wal-mart listening to that song. Yea....our song. One of the happiest moments.

Not paying attention to the amount of water streaming into the little plastic balloon.....

Holding hands for the fisrt time after a football game while walking me home. hah...i remember how nervous I was......One of the most enjoyable times.

Brimming with water.....a never ending supply.....

Reading the letters you to me during class. Never paying attention....hah. Lovliest distraction.

Busting open....

When you first called me and said you were leaving me. How much I cried. One of the most hurtful things.

Water released from it's little plastic world.....

Always having trouble telling you how I felt. I drew you a picture. Wasn;t the greatest....but I asked you to draw me one. So you gave me a drawing of Kakashi. grateful expierience.

Why can't I be the one controlling the flow of water into my little plastic world?

When you said you wanted to be with me forever. Picking out the ring I was going to wear. You even got down on one knee....The greatest acheivement.

I want to be the one controlling the flow.

Seeing you being happy with someone else. Complete devestation.

My plastic little world....

Busrting in mid-air. Everything streaming out at once. Everything released from my plastic world.

I never had control of the flow from the start....harsh realization of the changing flow. Too much of it at once.


Can you give me a new one?

My little plastic world was cheap.


Easily broken. Drained.

A plastic world with plastic boundaries. Not to bind me...but to contain the flow. To keep things constant.

Remember when you said when I die, you die with me? Well.....I've died already. Are you still alive out there?


My cheap little plastic world.

My cheap little plastic lie.