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Vodka Love`
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i am sad
so
massively
oppressively
totally


sad



and yet
i am not yet
eloquent
enough

to explain
or even babble incoherently
why.


and i will regret
posting this





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seldrane
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comment Commented on: Thu Sep 14, 2006 @ 07:30pm
Any particular reason why you're sad?

I'm sad right now as I'm jealous of a lot of people.


comment Commented on: Thu Sep 14, 2006 @ 10:11pm
i think thats part of the reason im sad too
also because i have become completely antisocial because of the realization that i dont like 90% of the people i hang out with

and my roommates who constantly want to party
are making me feel like a failure because i have started flat out refusing to go to parties with them

i feel like theres more to life than this
but i cant get ahold of it



Vodka Love`
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seldrane
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comment Commented on: Fri Sep 15, 2006 @ 06:23am
I had that problem earlier this summer, and lost a very good friend because of it.

There is more to life, for me, there's my writing. People have put me down for it, but I'm happy with it. I suppose you take the same sort of pride in your art, and perhaps that can be a basis for confidence.

If you want to talk, I'm an AIM junkie, just IM me anytime.


comment Commented on: Fri Sep 15, 2006 @ 10:52pm
lately ive been wondering if i just do art because its the only thing im good at
not actually because i LIKE it

neutral
(plus im all creatively blocked, so that might be playing a bit into my unhappiness)



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