I finaly talked to his sisster, and she said that he just gets pissy around his birthday. he didnt tell me it was his birthday, nor did he say he was in a bad mood!!!! >.< why do i have to love someone so much? the last thing he said to me was that i saved him from killing him self and then he gose off and says nothing for a week and im left to think the worst!!!!!!!!!!!! scream it makes me want to scream! he might just think this is a game, but its real to me! it hurts me! AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. if i say the rong thing he might leave me for ever, and i would be left with no hope at all!!!!! there is a guy that likes me, but i love shugo, anf i cant think of liking the guy that likes me becouse i would fell like im cheating on shugo!!!!!! scream i wish he would make up him mind, dose he love me and want to stay with me or not? i have other thing i want to do with my life, i cant be waiting for him all my life!!!! it makes me feel like s**t!!!
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