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i know that i already posted today, but i really don't give a damn....

anywayz, this is just so people that think they know me, get to see the real me... so yea.... here we go, if you're bored already don't continue reading....

okay, so first of all, you might see me smiling at laughing at times, but i mostly do it in public, why? because i hate it when people ******** ask me ''what's wrong?'' or ''are you okay?'' i wish they would shut the ******** up, i fake a smile every now and then to show that i can be happy...or at least pretend to be... the other thing is that i hate ******** posers, i'm not a poser...i like my own bundle of stuff..but there's quite a few people i know (not gonna say any names) that try to act like me, or pretend to like the same things as me when it's obvious that they don't... most people don't know that i write, a hella lot, mostly poetry (it's not gay! scream ) and i might post a few of my poems on here.... anywayz, i play the guitar, which a lot of people don't know about that either...not that i'm any good at it... but i like it, it's fun..and frustrating at the same time... uh, i swim...really well actually, but i don't think ima go joina swim team or anything like that, i might...but then again maybe not... the other thing is that i never get along with my parents...some people say that 'most' of the time they don't get along with their parents but i NEVER ever get along with mine, they're always complaining or arguing with me about one thing or another... and it seems like they expect the best of me, like if i have a super brain or something.... this might come as a shock to you (or not) but i actually love to read... i'm recently reading a book called ''heavy metal and you'' it's really good, i'm not one of those 'read a huge a** book in one day' kind of person..but it's just fun-ish... another thing people don't know about me (most people don't) is that i love monkeys, i actually collect stuffed monkeys..i probably own over 20, but as a pet i'd either want a snake or a ferret...or both...yea... I ******** LOVE HARRY POTTER!!! yup, i'm an hp freak! not really freak, but i love the movies...the books are just far too boring for me to get past the first few pages and quit...i've tried, but i can't. most of my friends know this, but a lot of people think i'm not... i'm a VIRGIN people...yup, i'm a proud virgin! (that sounded so retarted...yes i know) but i am, most people lose it around 11 or maybe it's just here in vegas...
anywayz, i love anime and manga, i mean, i really do LOVE them, they ******** rock..i also like to draw them...it's cool...when i have time and i'm not doing all my ******** homework.... My fav. band is MCR, i ******** love them, their song ''helena'' is just beautiful...(lawlz, yes, i said beautiful) if you ever give me anything with MCR on it i'll probably tackle you and give you a big a** hug! blaugh he he he...
uh....i dunno what else to say besides that music is my life, it seriously is, if music ever disappeared from this world i'd die, or if anybody ever stole my cd's or my stereo i would shoot that mother ******** a** faster than they can blink...
uh...let's see what else i can say, oh yea, my whole love life is pretty much all ******** up and always ends in tradgedy and major heartbreak....

well, i guess that's all i have to say..there's probably more that i forgot to mention but i'll add that in some other time...

btw: in case you were wondering if i named my guitar, i did. her name is 'Miaka' like the main character in my favorite manga series ''fushigi yugi''.

oh, and another thing, ima go see Panic! At The Disco this december with my best friend, i'm not allowed to go to concerts so i'll have to sneak out...what fun! he he he twisted