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Another week has passed, another week older I've become. Let me start by updating my academic progress, if you can call it that.

So, thanks to my procrastination once again, I didn't complete my english essay and ended up skipping class trying to buy more time. Stupid move that was. Turns out that would be my second absence. I completely forgot about the first one. Because of these things, the teacher decided not to add me to the class. I signed up for it late, so I still had to obtain a signature from the instructor and the dean. That wasn't happening. So now I just have to make good progress in my Calculus to salvage this semester. It's a good thing I finally started to understand everything. I also got my test back today. I got a C! A good grade considering I had so much trouble trying to understand these things again. We're currently going over the Power rule and Quotient rule for derivatives, as well as derivatives of trig functions. I actually don't find it that hard.

Now for my social life. Still trying to find fun in WoW, since my friends seemingly stopped playing. And yet, I continue to drag on my character progress in this game. stare This past weekend, my cousins payed my family and I a visit. I finally got to see my newborn cousin for the first time! So Cute! One of my cousins brought over his PSP, so I got to try the new Ghouls N' Ghosts. Hard as hell, and I like it. How can you beat old school gameplay with such a difficulty? He might also get Tekken DR for it. It's given me an incentive to get a PSP myself, heheh. So goes the happy part. Onto something that just happened today. By putting something off thanks in part to my procrastination, I ended up hurting someone I hold very dear to me. I failed to acknowledge this person's feelings regarding the situation and have now paid the price for it, through hurting my own feelings and weighing myself down with so much guilt. If there was some way I could make this person feel any better I'd do it in a heartbeat. Unfortunately, nothing's come up so far. Maybe all that's needed is time. Maybe something else that I'm missing. I don't know. All I can say right now is that I'm sorry. If you decide to read this, I'm sorry for hurting you so much. I'm sorry for not considering your feelings. I'm sorry for worrying you so much. I'm sorry for waiting so long to do this. I really am. I don't know what there is that I can say or do to make you feel better, but I want to do something.

Well, that wraps up my interesting little week. Feel free to leave any comments and/or tips. Thanks again for reading.