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I'm feeling quite strange right now...I don't even know why I'm typing this. Probably because I'm too fat and lazy to go upstairs and get my non-virtual journal. My parents treated me to a dinner at Applebee's today. The place was packed with white trash and their cracker children...all screaming and complaining about how they want to order dessert first and make themselves fatter and uglier than they already are...
In case anyone at all in the world is interested, I ordered the house sirloin and riblets, with a side of mashed potatoes and brocoli (they didn't have corn). All washed down with some good old acid (aka Mtn Dew).
I've been feeling unbearably lethargic for a few days now, and I have no idea why. It's not like this feeling just pops up out of nowhere with me. My bipolarity days were two years ago, yet I feel I am right back where I started. Somehow, negativity has crept its way back into my mind and I feel annoyed with life. There's really nothing wrong with my life right now. My boyfriend and I are happy, I have no unsettled quarrels with friends, my parents don't yell anymore, my sister has finally matured...
So what the hell is wrong with me? Nothing negative is happening, not even the amount of schoolwork. Maybe its my crazy day-to-day hormonal imbalances. My hormones are about as unbalanced as my actual balance, which, anyone that knows me will tell you, is not at all good for survival.
AGH! I'm blogging, and I have no complaints!! This isn't right! gonk

******** go find something to justify my annoyances....