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	Forgive... Don't Forget. Never Regret....
	Forgive... Don't Forget. Never Regret....

	She is Syn.
	She is Syn.


Twisted games I chose to play, Leave me when you said you’d stay. Keep on holding on, Keep on holding on to me. She said she’d never go, “I’ll never leave if you never stay” And she’s been hurt in so many ways. But she’s hurtin’ me in so many ways. She is the devil, she is She is my savior, she is. She is my Syn. She is sin, But I am hopeless without her. She came to me like water comes in a desert of broken souls But now I’m not so sure if she’s an illusion or the real thing, The real thing, what is the real thing? And who are you to torture me? Irritate the infected mind, can’t you see I’ve lived this pain? Infect the irritated mind, like you move through my veins! She is mine and I will never let go, She is someone elses but I will never let her fall. -I swear upon my soul.- -Shouldn’t I just let her fall?- Twisted games I chose to play- Leave me when you said you’d stay, Keep on holding on Keep on holding on to me. She said she’d never go “I’ll never leave if you never let me go” She’s been hurt in so many ways. She’s hurting me in so many ways. She is the devil, she is That ****** slut- She is my savior, she is. That **** whore.- She is my Syn. She is sin, But I am hers. I don’t know what to do with her. I know I should just go, but she’s got control. I follow her like a slave. She is a sin, but I love her anyways. Irritate the infected mind, can’t you see I’ve lived this pain? Infect the irritated mind, like you move through my veins! She is mine and I will never let go, She is someone elses but I will never let her fall. -Shouldn’t I just let her fall?- [ElecTr!c]~[6]~[s!x]** · Sun Sep 24, 2006 @ 08:27am · 12 Comments


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	I have read this more times then I can remember. Your words always seemed to strike me hard in my chest, weither good or bad. I enjoy this poem, I always enjoy your words and every single thing you speak is taken to heart, even if it is a heart like mine. Offline -x-I Syn I-x- · Community Member · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 02:11am


	Thankyou my love, for listening to me. ...You know how long I stayed up hopeing you would come online last night? 6 am in the morning.... I thought maybe because you had replied to the other one at 4 am my time before, you might come on at the same time... I'm so obsessive. Offline [ElecTr!c]~[6]~[s!x] · Community Member · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 03:13am


	Forgive me for, well, making you stay up. You shouldn't do things just for me, though I would do the same Offline -x-I Syn I-x- · Community Member · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 03:17am


	But every motion I will make from now on will be just for you. Just as the repetitive strokes upon this keyboard are for you, and just as what they write are for you. I will only sleep if it is to keep me alive for you, and I will only get offline so I won't get grounded from it, as that would be to long away from you. I am going to finish school so I can come and visit you when I am done it, and that makes me work harder. Everything I do is for you. And I cannot help but for it to be that way. Offline [ElecTr!c]~[6]~[s!x] · Community Member · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 03:49am


	You actually would do that all for me? What if I turned out to not be the person you think I am, maybe it is Syn whom lay in the inside and another lay on the out? What if I do not please you as you would think, then what? Maybe I just enjoy thinking of the negative things But when it comes to you then my thoughts just run wild with things, Good or bad It doesn't matter, I am content and that is how it shall stay Visit me and I will be happy Do as you please to please me and such will be rewarded to you But, I have already given you that, right? Offline -x-I Syn I-x- · Community Member · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 03:59am


	Yes, I would do that all for you. And how am I to know who you are, All I know is what you tell me. I love you and I will be blind in love, as lovers are. I will follow you mindlessly to the ends of the earth even what I find at the end is not what I had hoped for. And besides, I made a promise to always be yours and never leave you, My actions are proof in themselves that I intend not to. And you have given me much, much more then I had ever hoped to recive. Offline [ElecTr!c]~[6]~[s!x] · Community Member · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 04:12am


	I'm at lost with words, yet they still run trhough my mind Millions of words that flutter by, but it seems that I can't catch them to put them in a sentence when needed. I am glad, very much so that you have choosen me to express such feelings towards and I too with you. Blinded by love you say. . . Hm, an interesting way to put it. If you are blinded then I can't help but to lend you help with my own actions How am I to deny one whom feels such for me? Who makes me feel such for them? I can't and oddly enough I wouldn't if I did have the choice too Offline -x-I Syn I-x- · Community Member · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 04:17am


	Perhaps you cannot, And it was my intention to make it so. Though I do say, I did it blindly. I cannot stand the thought of you leaving me. So I made sure you would stay and left it not to chance. I fear more for your departure then for my life, And as all creatures will fight for there life, I fought for you. As I have said, I will not let you go. Offline [ElecTr!c]~[6]~[s!x] · Community Member · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 12:39pm


	And I am very happy abou that I would never want you to leave me A part of me blames myself for leading you here, to have such feelings for me though another part is deviously happy becuase of it. I never want to hurt anyone but it just seems to come naturaly I guess, but hopefully I will not do such to you Offline -x-I Syn I-x- · Community Member · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 08:18pm


	Even if you lead me into some place worse then hell, riped my heart from my chest and tore it to ribbons, and crushed me time and time again, it would not rid you of me. So you can hurt me as much as you wish. Offline [ElecTr!c]~[6]~[s!x] · Community Member · Tue Sep 26, 2006 @ 02:12am


	I would not want to hurt you No matter how much I might feel the need too I would never want too and will try my hardest to do such Please, do not ask me too, I care for you too much Offline -x-I Syn I-x- · Community Member · Tue Sep 26, 2006 @ 02:16am


	As you wish, my love. I would not go against you. Offline [ElecTr!c]~[6]~[s!x] · Community Member · Tue Sep 26, 2006 @ 03:11pm

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