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I guess on and off i've been thinking about what it is i want to do with my life, in one way i want to have a steady career, a wife, some kids i guess,lol.
Then i also want to have a life where i'm free, no concern about money, no concern about a family or a wife i might not even like. I've been wanting to have a life with purpose and meaning, one in which i get a career and contribute to the world in some way or i walk the earth and meet and help people along the way, both conflict with each other in a way and both of them have their own freedoms in a way but i'm just trying to find out which one will make me happier and helps others at the same time.
I guess what i'm trying to say is that i am lost in what i must do.