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Why do we think its ok say things and hurt people. They even prove that young as 13 girls are starting to be mean stage and sometimes stay like that. And why is it that when you say something and try to take it back but sometimes it doesnt happen.


I guess life is tough and some well break some well be strong. Some love some hate but isnt hate a strong word?


I messed up today I tried to get my blood donated it didnt work I wanted to do that like 6 years old I was very disappointed about it. most people think its scary but I thought it was cool when I Was 6 because of the cookies and juice. And now I hurt one of my friends online . 1-now have been really bad. I know I am a terrible person and I do have tons of guilt but I wonder should I really be alive? Yeah I have to live . I havent got married yet or had kids And I want both before my life ends.