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i wish everything was as rose-colored as I see in my head

i wish she wouldn't be in love with that girl
"that girl"
that i never liked and like a whole lot less now that i know who she is
because she(it) is not being nice to she(love)
she(it) is straight with a boyfriend last i checked
and supposedly she(love) is madly in love with her and has been for three years
i wonder why??
"she taught me what love was"

HOW?? SHE IS STAIGHT

i liked she(love) better when she was in love with my ex.
but not as a crush
i don't understand MY crush on she(llove) it doesn't make sense. I hardly know her
she used me for sex when she was around and everytime else she would ditch and ignore

who the ******** cares!

on okcupid (yes, a dating site - sue me - i like the quizzes and i like talking to people) i always get 39 year old men IMing me (okcupid has its own IM thing, a popup window) and sying "how are you" "i'm fine" "i'm good too - just alittle horny. are you horny? (-;"

eff the world
i wish i could drive