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I'm really happy because today I found good quality black nailpolish. It seems I can only find black when it's Halloween, and there's nothing worse than having to ration something so lame. And while I was at it, I bought some good quality white. I'm thinking black with white tips again. <3 with a good quality topcoat to make them shine like jewels. Then maybe I'll talk to Aya's mother and prove to her how black can show of your nails. xD
Oh, but I always do a sloppy job. Maybe some other time.
Hee, time for a report on how my classes are going. <3
Today there was a math quiz. I totally biffed on a grand total of seven questions. I'm fairly certain I failed. I'm just having so much trouble with this class... I don't want to do the homework, because there's so much of it. When I get to a question I don't understand or can't for the life of me find how to do it in the book, I don't skip it, I just stop alltogether. Because so far, they don't get better as it goes. It's really bad when I get tripped up on question three, and then stop on four.
But! I still feel I have to right to tease my brother about having to retake FST. While I'm also having troubles, most of it is because I'm not being taught in class. He just outright fails.
*cries in a corner* I don't want to fail this class! D:~
I know I'm failing History. I'm considering dropping out. Nobody questions you when you want to drop an AP class your first year of highschool. I'm trying a little harder in it right now, though. We're spending more time on the chapter in class, and that helps like you wouldn't beleive.
I don't know how I'm doing in English. I think I'm doing pretty well. So I probably have a C or a D. My teacher and I... we're on different brainlengths. What I think to be undisputably correct, she finds to be utterly wrong. What I consider to be meaningless and distasteful she figures is useful and... fashionable? xD But I've already gotten a 0% on a quiz, because we both disagree. I really hope this isn't a sign of things to come. And I'll tell you now, I refuse to change the way I think just to pass this class!
Japanese. Woo-yeah, Japanese! Me = Passing with a good grade. I need to learn the kanji I was never taught last year, but that shouldn't be a problem. As well as a few vocabulary. The teacher this year is used to having the same students for three or four years, so it's kinda tough to catch up with the rest of the class. But, thankfully, I made good friends with the one student who is litterally bursting from his seat to tell you how everything works. And while he tells me the strange method in which to take the quizes (WTF? Sensei is so acclectic. No two quizes are the same.), I help him in class to remember the vocab and kanji. So really, I do all the work, he just tells me how. sweatdrop
PE. I think I'm gonna die. I always leave light-headed and dizzy. And smelly. There's no time to take a shower. ; _; One of these days, I'm going to collapse, and then I'll yell at the teacher. I don't want him fired, but I do want the end of class bell to stop ringing while I'm walking into the lockeroom, and more time to get dressed for the class. We used to get 10-15 minutes to dress after PE, now it's closer to 1-2. And I have to run across the school, since the Gym is on the other side of the building, where there are no classes. Guh. I know having more time in the lockeroom won't fix me collapsing, but it'll save me from so much needless stress.
Biology is too easy. I didn't take Honors because I failed at Life Science, so I figured I'd fail at Biology too. But so far, the two classes are so different it's not even funny. We're learning about ecosystems. And how everything depends on everything. Last time, it was memorizing the latin names of plants, animals, memorizing the bones in a human, memorizing the correct terms for the peices of a plant. sweatdrop This time, you really can't get a wrong answer. Not unless you write "chicken" for every answer. And even then, you'd get a few of them right. Because chickens are living organisms.
*reads through* Four of six classes equal sucks. That's so ghetto. In fact... I don't really want to go to school anymore. I'd rather stay home, take Japanese through an online course, and focus on my art.
Oh!
Oh my God!
I almost forgot!
*party poppers, metallic confetti, and party horns*
I'm no longer in an artistic rut. heart
For over a year, I've been kinda dead creatively. I just haven't been drawing as much. I haven't been depressed, I've just been in a rut. I'd still draw every once in a while, but it wasn't like it used to be. Then, Saturday, everything just kinda changed. A bunch of things all happened at once, one of the things being me seriously hopping out of bed to do a picture. I haven't done that in so long. And then it all built up, and I remembered the last inspired picture I drew. Everything was just set so right, and I felt like me again. <33 And I've felt that way for a couple days. I'm trying to dig up my sketchbook. I want to take it to school everyday again, and draw through all of my classes. The ideas are flowing from mind to paper again. I don't have to think about what I'm going to draw ahead of time, now, I can just start and end with somthing amazing.
*tears of joy*
I really missed feeling like me. It's so great to have that passion again.
 Leamony · Tue Oct 03, 2006 @ 05:28am · 2 Comments |
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