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I love you so that i would give you the moon. I wish that we could just be together, so much so that i would join your dreams. I find myself traped by all this darkness surronding me. I cannot stop thinking about your beautyful face. My mind fills with chaos of the unknowing that i would see you again. I lay in my bed all night woundering if you will ever think about me. I see a picture of a ocean with a ray of light on a calm wave hitting the warm sand to the left of it there is a rock, reflecting sunlight making the image more pure. Finding myself really in a cold mountain of snow with a river that still flows, my breath slowly as i wait for you. As your face comes into memory, the cold mountain turns into a forest in spring with all those wonderful colors and that warm streem just a few feet away with great fish jumping in delight that you have come. as i find myself in my room really thinking about you i see nothing but image. A image of me and you...always together.
-alberto-
one day..as the moon light feel harshly upon the earth a strang figure appeared glaring up to the moon...saying "one pedal of a flower is more powerful then fire."-
as i slide left and right i find myself losing in all the chaos...and the chaos that i am consumes me...i speak once, finding to hear my words echo many times. I look around in the chaos seeing a room filled with images of forest and old ho uses with a island with a mountain behind the house. I see a figure come out of me yelling "let me free" but i hold you in...for you are what keeps my in mind...chaos filling me inside...this feeling almost feels like love, but its not...its the feeling of angry love..but its not...its the feel ing of myself...my soul...is confused...and caos...