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I hated love and I knew everything about love actually but hated it and everyone else except ciarra. i still didn't truly love her until i got aim back and talked to her. she said she found someone else although she still loved me so she left me. his name was taylor. he was cool I guess. but now I was deep and my hatred of love made me know somethings. I could just tell from talking to him and just getting to know him a little what was going to happen. So after she didn't love me anymore I didn't really care but kinda wanted her back. At that time she told me of gaiaonline I thought it was stupid at first but then grew to like it. later on her and taylor were deeply in love. but i knew it would all end but she wouldn't believe me... Eventually he dumped her. and a couple weeks before this happened I think I met someone and as she said those words "I love you" I suddenly just fell in love and didn't hate it anymore. I started to get to know her and I said to myself that I have found my one and only true love. her name was Marj'allah Joycelin Blanchard or hisoka_girl on gaia. I still love her to this day. More than anything. And i dont want to lose her. At that time ciarra came back alone and wanted me i guess. and I told her no because she left me. Yet still to this day she wants me back. I wish she would stop I dont love her anymore. I only love one person and It will remain that way forever